JerichotheWonder

OH MY FLIPPIN GOD! its been a month n 11 days short of a full year since i last did this! well, gotta keep it short i guess- sadly, since i miss all of my interesting.... friend-people... on here. ive been doing everything short of blowing admissions officers to get into university- or not really. a couple of them decided they wanted my test scores bad enough to contact me, and hey, top 1% of the nation on a standardized test isn't too bad. whatever (haha... narcissist) yeah moving on. seriously. i cant even qualify for net service for another six months or something, so god only knows; it may be a while. oh well. im a disappointment. but at

I just spent like three straight hours cleaning up my gallery. And I submitted a new prose piece, one of my better things. I can't wait to finish the whole thing; I need to get the second back from my (NAMELESS) beta reader.... damned. I won't see her until Monday. I guess I could start working on the third, but I hate to do that without access to the first two. It won't flow right. Fuck me..... (sideways? backwards? upside down? I'll have to consult my Fagmo for the answer to that....) Damned. I guess I'll start and just rewrite whatever needs to be rewritten later. I don't know what I'm gonna do with this stuff, outside of DeviantArt. I gue

im bored. still bored. more bored. ..... she told me not to give up. that i was being melodramatic. maybe i was, but it felt good, to let that part of me out. not the melodrama, but the.... emotion.... i dont know how to describe it. which is almost frightening. i can describe anything. or thought i could. apparently not. like... something else. i dont know. ..... still bored. im gonna play with photoshop for a while.